so my mo was js askih me why i want a bf and shes like is it an ego thing or like what and i js said lke kinda an ego thing but also like not cuz like idk how to explain it cuz like male validation isnt it its js like idk someone actually wanting to be with me like willingly and choosing to spend time with me over other people like them accepitn that im quiet sometimes and like that i also like to be touchy but not overly so and likie its js like the ideas of someone liking me for how i look to lke im not they most acctractive but like someone actaull liking how i lok and my persdoanikti ycuz poepl say i have a good personality and like confiendece but dont see me like that only see me as freind and idk how to change thta and peopkle say that you shouldnt be looking but i am cuz im pissing me off and it hurts like i go out with a guy and boom family issues like get out and ones not ready to be in a relationship and only sees me as a friend like plz fuck off rn i acc hate that sm