I don’t have anyone. I can’t talk about my feelings to anyone and I feel like such a mistake constantly and that there’s no point to life and I have one good thing in my life and it constantly feels like my mom’s just holding it over my head and she’s constantly complaining about me and about her life to me and I can’t tell her anything because I can’t trust her and I know she’ll just yell at me that I have it good or that she’s going through worse and I should suck it up and it sucks. I have one reason to keep going and it feels like it’s going to get taken away at any second. The last time I talked to my dad we fought and I haven’t been able to talk to him since and I’m afraid if I try telling my sister anything she’ll tell my mom and she’ll make everything worse. I just want to die. I don’t wanna be here anymore. Everyone keeps saying I should improve myself and do better for the future but I don’t have a future and no one understands.