i am 18 years old and i have no life. i go to school go to work, go to church and that's about it. i have two friends (who i appreciate so much) but they also have their lives and their other friends so most of the time if it's not online with them, i don't have anyone to talk or hang out with. ever since covid i've been struggling to make human connections/ socializing. i feel depressed i feel sad i feel like i don't have a purpose on this earth. i don't understand why i feel like a burden like this everyday. my life is not bad. i have a loving family and a stable ground. i like having my own time (being alone) but i hate being lonely, and everyday i feel lonely, even with my two friends i feel lonely. and also seeing other 18 y/o having a life enjoying life is making me feel like i'm just rotting away, like a waste of air. i just want to feel like i am someone. i want to live not only exist.