WHY just why. like i suddenly think i like someone but NOOO i juts have to accept the fact that it'll never ever be me like ever just not ever. OFC HE'S FLIRTING W SOMEONE ELSE.. ofc i'm just A FREAKIN FRIEND idk why i even thought i could try to be more. anyways shit, im js sad now and who's fault is it? MINE. all MINE cuz i just cannot stfu and accept the fact that is i am never gonna be someone that people fall in love with at all. im just not the one and i never will be and i just need to leave.