I’m in the worst state in my life. My best friend which I trust the most out of all of my friends, her mom hates me. It’s to the point she needs a code to text me. We go to different schools, so I never get to see her. We had a sleepover today, and I left earlier. I regret it so much. I wish I stayed longer. And it’s not often we can hangout cause I can only do it when she’s at her dad’s house. And then my friends I can talk to and hangout with them, they make me so uncomfortable. It’s only one person, sorry I’m overreacting. Basically, the person who makes me uncomfortable, is su1c1dal, and I’m the only one who knows. They are planning on committing today. They told to not tell anyone, and I don’t want to break their trust. But I’m the only person who was told. I’m so scared. And when we talk at school, they joke about it. And it makes me feel terrible. I’m so scared. I’m worried if I don’t talk to them, they will be gone. No kid should ever have to deal with this.