I hurt her she hurt me. she apologized and so did I so WHEN DID THAT WARRANT LYING ABOUT ME TO MY OWN FRIENDS! And I can't escape her. We SHARE FRIENDS. SHE HAD THE LAST STRIKE. I SPENT MONTHS TRYING TO EAT. AND NO-ONE WILL LEAVE HER FOR ME. THEY ALL KNEW SHE LIED BUT no-one wants to disturb the peace right? She'll throw a fit that'll complicate soooo much 4 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ANYONE. I'M TOLD "You know I can't choose either side, sorry" I HEAR "This shit ain't worth my time". I CAN'T EVEN FREAK OUT BECAUSE OF THIS BECAUSE ALL THEY'VE EVER DONE WAS BE NICE. SO I CAN'T BLAME ANYONE. AND I'M THE BAD GUY. I DON'T CARE IF I'M THE BAD GUY NO-ONE EVEN TELLING ME AND IF SO, WHY. I hate being treated like a ticking time bomb so WHAT IF I AM? I FEEL INSANE LIKE I DON'T KNOW IF I'M CRAZY FOR FEELING SO MISERABLE OR IF I'VE GENUINELY LUCKED OUT ON LAZY FRIENDS! I can't even complain anywhere because everyone tells me to JUST LET IT GO!!!!! IT WAS MORE THAN JUST A LIE.