I think i might have depression.This year has been rough for me. Most of my friends are separated, and school has got me tired.I don't hate my family but they certainly don't help with my situation. Not that I've allowed them to,only because they've made it worse. Every time I feel like I'm being scrutinized and judged in this household, how I live, how I dress, how I try to be myself. I've always been an introvert. When you push a person, force them to come out of their comfort, their stability you only make them reinforce their wall. That's what happened to me. Through the years I've made friends, few, but true ones. I don't know how or when it happened, but I feel I stopped talking to my best friend. Like we lost the spark in our friendship, that does not mean we don't like each other. We still love, care and deeply trust one other. It's that we've might slowly lost ourselves in the stream of never ending troubles and roller coaster ride of life.