I think he might be the only person who could ever truly understand me and that's why I'm so desperate to get closer to him. I don't want to scare him off since we barely know each other, but I connected so much to his words and what he told me. I can't stop thinking about him. I want to know everything about how his brain works, he's the most fascinating person I've ever met, but he's somehow even shyer than I am and I really really don't want to fuck this up. I will be patient and see if he comes back on his own. I can't push him or he'll run, I'm sure of it. But I wish we were closer. I really like him.