So basically life’s been so hard on me, and this year has been hell especially during school hours. Whenever it was P.E. Time and the teacher would tell us to pick our partners, I would go to my “friend group” and see if any of my classmates would be partners with me and they would decline, or just already have someone already. There’s this one girl that I used to be friends with, in that “friend group” but not anymore it was because I accidentally hurt her, not physically, but I said some fucked up shit i should’ve have said, and since I felt so guilty I stopped being friends with her. The anxiety I would have was horrible, going to school was fine for the most part, but when it came to P.E. Oh no. It gotten so worse that I would start to almost get panic attacks or have a mental breakdown each day. The main reason why I’ve gotten mental breakdowns was because it felt like if I didn’t have a partner people would look at me differently and just see a loner and pick on me for it.