I want to die. If my mother weren’t just now sober i would handle it myself. Im off my meds and the depression and such are hitting me hard. My psychiatrist believes i have a mood disorder and im pretty certain it’s bipolar disorder. im afraid im going to do something to myself, and im afraid that when i get my meds it will entice me more. i cant stop harming myself because its the only thing keeping me grounded but i regret and hate myself when the scars dont leave. I’m tired of this, im tired of hating everyone around me and im exhausted of the constant mood switches and impulses i have. i wish i was never born.
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