Do you ever feel "addicted" to being happy or making people happy? Addicted isn't the best word for it but still. Its like whenever I'm out with my friends I feel alive whenever I can make them laugh. But the second I get home or I'm alone I feel numb and cold, like nothing matters anymore. Everything just always feels so bland and the only thing that makes anything worth it is the small high I get from being useful to others.
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