I feel like people hated, I have no friends,I have no hobbies,I am ugly and terrible social anxiety,it feels like nothing i say holds weight to people whenever I do try and talk to them.and I feel like venting to people makes me feel bad because I feel like I am trying to force people to like me for my sake and it makes me feel high matenince. Like you could be doing something else other than sitting next to me right now you didnt need to sit next to me just csuseyou heard me whining yesterday. Like I feel bad its like you should go sit with your friends cause we all know your embarassed. I feel like my feelings are just dumb.i can't tell if they are and I wanna share them. Like why can't I just comfortably walk around,make friends and be normal like everyone else😭