Rant #33255

i really want to die, i want to running away somewhere then jump off a bridge and drown, i don't care about the people who'll miss me, i'm a disappointment because of my grades, i haven't had the motivation, to shower, brush my hair, brush my teeth, i only stay in bed all day in my corner, the only thing really stopping me is how horrified my younger sister would be, shes only 6