So, here I am A day away from losing my childhood forever My head feels like it’s about to explode Everything is too loud but I feel too quiet because I can’t speak aloud I am so scared but don’t know how to get help I am so tired but no matter how much I sleep I never feel rested I am emotionally exhausted but can never find time to heal I just need help but no one ever hears I feel like I’m constantly screaming but am never heard I feel like I missed out on everything but can never seem to fit in when I’m here I feel like I’m losing my mind but if I tell no one will listen, they will just say ‘it’s no big deal’ yet I feel like I’m drowning My mind won't shut up even if my mouth stays closed I have conversations in my head but can never find the right words I always say ‘I’m fine’ and everyone believes me, but I can never say the truth because no one would even try to fix me ‘I need help’ I scream to myself but never get the courage to ask Please someone fix me before you can't help.