I fucked up. My bestieee has been having a really hard time and I thought she needed space and after she finally answered my texts after I asked if she was mad at me, she said she needed time to not talk to anyone and we started talking again yesterday and we called today but it got bad and now she's saying she's mad at me for not checking in on her sooner but I gave her space because she needs it sometimes and now I realized I fucked up and I don't know what to do because I can't lose her, she's my everything and I don't know what to do without her. I love her so much and I hate how hard her life is but I feel like I'm too much for her sometimes. I get it, I'm loud, I can be overwhelming, and I'm so damn scared she's going to get sick and tired of me and cut me off. I need her more than she knows.