This has been a rough week. Unstable family sour aggressive miserable. Then neighbors waking me up every single day so you know that kind of noise isn't coincidence. What would make somebody want to act like that? Is that how you want to be known by people as mean obnoxious disrespectful bitches? The crap I go through. This isn't counting fams drunks in the last 2 to 3 weeks of course they claim no memory. They cussed over hot cocoa not being here (seriously wtf they never drink it). I walk on eggshells all the time. It's a bit much. I'm kind of emotionally drained. I'm also the black sheep. Have a crapload of relatives none of us talk. What's the point of being related then? That's fine I don't want forced interaction anyway. Idk. It feels like emotional burnout to be honest. Fam blurts out expects you to listen but they'll give you sarcastic remarks when you say something. Whatever. just another wonderful delightful day in my life 🫠