See I could dress nicer and do my hair and wear makeup and take care of my body but then what would even be the point my boyfriend wouldnt care either way. I'm not beautiful to him Im just average Im ugly he never shows me affection or desire unless I explicitly ask for it and even then its lame and it sucks. I hate this I hate. how he treats me I hate how worthless I feel when Im with him and I know its my fault because Im depressed and miserable and insecure and I've put all fo that on him and as previously mentioned I dont care for myself so how COULD he be attracted to me? Im literally so fucking ugly and nothing about my body is special
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