Ok lore drop on march 10th i tried to kms and bc of that, my dad got arrested, my mom and stepdad dont trust me, and i was impatient for 12 days and in php for a month and now im in iop. Im really trying to be grateful and learn to love life again but its so hard when everyone around me is so mentally unwell and bad stuff keeps happening. My stepmom has practically disowned me, my friends are all at war, my family is crazy poor and its all my fault, my mom keeps going out drinking, and my dog is about to be put down in 2 hours. And ive relapsed on selfharm for the first time in 75 days. I really wish it was summer already so i at least wouldnt have to stress about school. I have too much to think about i really wish i didnt have to think anymore. 16 years old btw its is NOT that important bro chill out