I hate myself, but I know my friends do to. I was in class with my friend, she was going on about how her boyfriend was annoying her and how he was messing around and she got mad at him when he wouldn’t stop, but then she started messing around right after she told me. She grabbed a volleyball and started hitting it in class. We almost got in trouble. I told her to put the ball down and she did one thing I don’t get is why would she complain about somebody else messing around and then immediately start to mess around as well and I called her out. I compared her to her boyfriend and she called me messed up. Turns out they had a fight so she wasn’t mad at me comparing her to him, but I never knew that she never told me so now she won’t talk to me. I’ve sent her texts, but she’s not answering. She didn’t even leave me on red. She just hasn’t looked at them ever since then I’ve been cutting myself. I can’t stop.