im a bad person.ive ended a relationship with this friend. i only did it because i was going through some stupid mood swing.i just cant except hes better than me . his grades are extremely while mine are falling.he has a whole friend group while im stuck with the same 2 people who are extremely quite (im hyper and cant live without being entertained).he doesn't exactly look the best but i wouldn't say i look any better than him. he had some mental problems and i made lots of jokes about it .im just so selfish . i cant get him off my head . i miss him but also feel disgusted every time im near him.i dont think ive ever felt this much disgust over a person (its probably because he watches p0rn). i mean i know a lot of people who also do that type of stuff but its just different when he told me. either way hes a nice guy but i ended things making up some stupid reason and hes really pissed off .the next morning after ending the friendship his eyes were puffy. i just dont know what to feel