I'm a useless soul. I'm not a good friend. I'm not a good student. I'm not a perfect child. I'm not perfect I'm not crafty. I'm not okay. I'm not fine. I'm not a creative person. I'm not inspiring. I'm not good looking. I'm suicidal. I love cutting myself. I'm addicted to self harm. I wish I would die. I wish to get worse. I'm hopeless. I'm stupid. I'm idiotic. I'm dumb. I feel numb. I'm useless. I'm not a good partner. I'm not happy at all. I can't motivate people. I can't help people. I can't get help. I don't wanna get help. I don't have much friends. I get bullied a lot. I've been suicidal since 6. I've bled so much I'm pale. I got 🍇ed at the age of 8. I cut myself at the age of 9. I still self harm till this day. I've been doing SH for 4 years now. I'm not a good helper. I'm not a good artist. I'm weird. I'm lazy. I'm disgusting. I'm hypersexual. I'm ugly. I'm hideous. I'm not academically good. I'm already dead by the time you've read this sentence.<3