my life just really really sucks right now. its been three years since iv'e reached this level of depression and back then i was in high school, now im so alone in college. half of my issues are about my friends so cant rant to them, my parents would never understand - i genuinely have no one i can actually openly talk too. i feel like everyone hates me for some reason, everyone else can be in a bad mood and let it out on me but if i express any emotion its used against me as a weapon. they do anything they want and i always have to take care of them and thier not even grateful for it. i also have been dieting and counting calories but struggle with binge eating when stressed, which with my emotions this past month and midterms right now, i have been binging so much. i cant think of anything right now that makes me happy im just so done its just been bad in every aspect of my life. i want to yell but it will only make things works so im stuck keeping it all inside. dont know what to do