I’m tired of trying to be everything for my small circle when it seems I’m never up to par. I’ve tried my whole damn life to be enough. I pick the ‘right’ response- what I think they want to hear/get done, and I still get it wrong. I live JUST for the small amount of family I have - to make sure they’re ok but it seems like I’m just a constant piece of shit that can only fuck things up. I’m tired. It would be nice to get ONE neutral response instead of always being considered scum of the planet.
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