im 25, jobless, living with my ex boyfriend that dumped me 3 hours ago, still grieving the death of one of my best friends, i dont leave the house, my car is broken down, if my ex kicks me out i have nowhere to go because of a dumb eviction i had years ago all bc of one of my exes (long story), everything feels like its crashing all around me. my family barely even sees me as their daughter, they already replaced all the pictures of me around the house with pictures of the exchange student they took in after i moved out. i have nothing, i dont know what to do and i dont know if im gonna be okay. its hard to want to try getting better when more and more shit just keeps piling. im so tired.