yes i’m sitting in my bed crying yes i’m trying tonight yes i hate myself yes i am a horrible person yes i do have a random rope under my bed yes i cut yes i ghosted all my friends yes i sneaked out am i sorry? nope will i try better? not now do i love my family? nope not at all do i care what others think? yes am i insecure? totally have i tried before? yep does anyone care? nope will anyone care? probably not i’m sorry but not sorry g.m