my best friend of like 6 years (filler name will be Sarah) just accidentally admitted in a text that she hates me, and not only that but has hated me for years.. This is the girl I would literally get into fights with people to defend and when someone wants to know a secret I would tell them 'I haven't told Sarah so i cant tell you' because she needed to know first, not in a bad way like I personally thought I would be breaking the friend ship if I told someone something I refused to tell Sarah. Recently I've been in a really bad place and taken a month of school (I'm still not back yet (and it's an authorised absence, I'm allowed to be off so don't worry)) And I said how I feel like my friends are drifting away because of it and that the only messages from people at school I've gotten are people being noisy and wondering why I'm not in school.. I'm running out of characters so I won't send the whole message but basically she said 'if we don't like each other why be friends' and im sad