In 2025 I cut off all of my friends because I realized I will never be important to them I realized people pleasing everyone and no matter how much I it's never gonna be enough. During that time I had just met my boyfriend so all I had was him and he saw me struggle through everything and he was with me the whole time I made friends here and there they and friends who were That I was super close with We never connected the way I connected with all my other friends but I had someone two years passed and I was still with my boyfriend He was the best thing that ever happened to me and I was so sure I was gonna marry him and I told him from the very beginning that I will definitely be applying to go to America and if he doesn't want long distance please tell me from the beginning I don't want to waste my time I was really good when it comes to taking care of myself and letting go of and if it hurts me I came to the States two months in and we couldn't keep up so we broke up