my life has went completely downhill since september. (lost my job, cheated on by the loml, hospital visits, losing everyone etc.) this is the worst ive ever felt in my entire life, theres so much going on every day and i dont know how to cope. my boyfriend is the only thing i have right now to stop me from ending it all. i also have bpd, audhd and ocd. i just dont know what to do anymore and i need help desperately.