Im a lost cause. I'm forever stuck in my ways. My dad is so annoying cuz he tries to tell me what to do or give advice for things he himself can't do. I'm starting to resent how my parents raised me. Why couldn't I be a goal getter. And when I was something i self sabotaged myself. Its like I have to live like this. Why couldn't I keep going? To be more? I'm lazy, unmotivated, depressed. I have no job and idek what I want to be. Idk what career to choose. I'm not good enough for my dreams or for anything. Nothing interests me. I'm so isolated and alone. But I rather be isolated and alone than hear my dad speak to me. Its like I'm better off dead. Cuz what more can I add to this world? I can't even add anything good in my life. I'm worthless as anything. And without any worth how can I gain friendships or even a relationship? I'm so worthless I'm not putting anything out there for my life. I'm depressed and its all my fault I know that it is my fault for the way I am.