i'm kinda jealous of everyone who gets to buy whatever they want it's kinda worse because i'm in a campus with a bunch of rich people. still, my friend who's not exactly rich gets enough money to have a monthly allowance. i've always gotten barely any money and people would have to pay for me. i don't want to leech off of others all my life, but i remember me in elementary going hungry, because the pocket money i got barely covered for two tiny fried sausages to survive for the next 8 hours. i don't know. it's not a big deal since me and my family can still eat and have a roof on our heads, but i wish we had enough to indulge, even just a little. i don't want to worry about money every time i want to eat snacks. i want to get a job or at least do work online, but i'm scared i won't do well. i just want some money for me. i'm not asking for a mansion, or a private jet, just comfortable.