i hate myself why do i have to be trans i really hate myself.... i wanna kms ill never be who i truly want to be... i cant be more masculine whilst also dressing feminine sometimes but also dressing masc sometimes god my chest fucking hurts binding is such a freaking pain... ... i dont think i can last in this world... ... i wanna kms but he wont let me... my best friend.. he cant stand to lose anyone else... hes already lost so much... he cant lose me too... ... frick man...