idk if it's just me who feels guilt because I genuinely feel more safe talking to strangers on the internet of all places instead of when I talk to my parents..... like I know they're trying to be good people and break the cycle of abuse and trying to teach me to talk about my problems but I just don't feel like I can. all of the time when I used to try to they'd get mad at my perspective and idk what to do now. I don't wanna rely on people I don't even know for comfort and I don't wanna risk ruining my already bad relationship with my parents. idk how to tell them that I'm suicidal and depressed without them saying "oh but you're still a child you can't have those! you're just overreacting" or anything. like sure I'm well aware that I'm just a sensitive person but I just wanna get therapy for all the things I feel. but I can't because nobody believes me.