so i just got a c today in chemistry and my mom just went nuts i feel like she doesnt care about me only about what i do in school what grades i get i feel lik no one loves me no one cares about me no one, my dad left when i was 3 its just been me and her and i mean she does do stuff for me so shes not completely unloving but i feel that at every little mistake i make she just loves me less and less and less and i dont want to feel this anymore, i dont want to feel anything anymore, i just want to feel different, no matter what grades i fucking get theyre just grades and dont determine my future, i barely have one friend and he barely speaks to me, i cant read aloud in class because i fucking stutter i hate my life and i jsut want it to end as soon as possibile.