Rant #32769

I hate how I lack the confidence to just exist without this overwhelming self-consciousness. Beyond the nice clothes and the cool things I want to try, people just walk over me and I let them and I practically encourage them. I wish I didn't have to force them to like me, cus I can't think of a single reason. There are reasons I blame myself, and it's not because I'm that much of a good person than it is self-protective.