She seems really great and nice. But I just have been let down every single time, so it's probably me getting ahead of myself again, right? Paranoia seems fair and just to me. You can never really know someone. You can't know why they choose to treat you well at the moment. I'm tired of trying over and over, only to accidentally gather evidence how useless it was. I'm waiting for her to mess up, and I'm also terrified of messing it up before them.
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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