i don't even wanna live that much anymore yes ik I'm only a teen but i have feelings. My mom or dad don't get me at all and they ALWAYS blame me for something while my sibling lives the life they want. plus life/ school is getting so stressful istg I'm working SO hard to get the life i want because well i don't get allowances like my sibling, and they somehow get good grades while goofing off. i put SO much effort and still cant do anything right. my parents are always pressuring me to do well in my studies but if i do something wrong, they say the most hurtful things to me i cant cry. i cant cry. god why cant i move out yet? i hate my life sm, everyone gets everything they want and i cant. idk if i have depression or anything but im doing mentally unwell. its so hard to do basic things now i hate my brain why wont it shut up. "Why cant i ever be enough?" - Olivia Rodrigo