I have a lot of stress from school and stuff, at home my dad has just lately been getting on my ass for no reason at all a lot. And getting mad at me when I ask stuff and just when he's telling me things. And y'know how Talarico just got elected right? Well I'm not the one to get into politics that much, but today when I went with my gf to lunch, all she would talk about it "We're blue!" "What color is Texas now?" "We're so freaking blue!" Just over and over, and the other day I was telling her how I was feeling depressed and stuff, and how I would want to talk with her more about it at school in person, cause it was late at night, but it seems like she completely forgot and just got so excited that Texas is blue now, and I swear I've never seen her that happy in the two years that I've known her, and that makes me scared and sad, like sure I'm happy she's happy, but it doesn't feel right in my position, and I feel like I'm doing something wrong, I just fucking hate myself right now.