Imagine, depending on scholarship money because your FUCKING father can't even provide proper money to survive in college (100% depends on my own money collected before entering college). Your family do own a small road side business but mother suddenly die at the age of 18. Don't have any reliable siblings because they are also currently try to survive or in college. Seeing all your peers have money to eat while you force yourself eat a FUCKING instant noodle. Man, i hate this fucking fate. Why do i born in this, useless family thou