Im so tired. Im so sick of trying and pretending to be okay and be the friend or child people need me to be. Like I know i genuinely need help and im scared but I know how my family reacted when my sister went theough similar things. For years they always go on about how im smarter than her and would put them through that or how i would never be that cowardly. They dont know ive been struggling in similar ways she did for 6 years and hiding it. If I tell anyone they find out as im still a minor. Im so fucking frustrated i just wish they would understand or listen or help eithout making me feel like a piece of shit for taking up space.
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