Im so pathetic. Like im genuinely mentally unwell. Why? Simple. I feel connected to loona from helluva boss. Not because im a gooner, but because I relate to her backstory so much. All the pain, loneliness, discomfort, i went through it all just like she did. I wish she was real so bad, that I could be friends with her, but I cant. I know its pathetic and im just an idiot, but I cant stop myself. I find myself thinking "what would loona do" whenever I need to make a decision, "how would loona react" when I need to react to something. I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me or why im like this, I dont know how to stop. I dont even know if I want to, shes the only thing in the fucked up world that brings me comfort or joy or happiness. Idk someone please respond to this, I need to hear an outside perspective.