IHS IHS IHS That's what I think every day. I hate school, I hate it so much. I used to be considered a good student when I was in middle school, my parents signed me up to Kumon and I felt confident. Now I have multiple missing assignments in 10th grade because I can't get off my fat fucking ass and work. It feels like school is getting exponentially more difficult to get through. September was difficult, October was a drag but first 3 days of Nov feel like walking through needles. For what? A letter grade, there is obviously more to life than a fucking A. I love all my teachers, they are the kindest people, but it's my fault that my lazy ass can't get work done. I ask for extensions and I still turn it in late, it hurts to see them disappointed in me. I don't even have that many XC's compared to other kids and yet I just sit and whine and not complete assignments because I am too fucking stupid to put my hand down on paper I just want to leave High School already it's absolute hell.