my mom left me about two years ago and she was very manipulative and made me feel horrible and shes been in and out of jail ever since. and I started cutt!ng myself in 6th grade after it happened, then my dad (who I now live with) read my diary which talked Abt me wanting to commit so then they (my dad and stepmom) took me to a hospital but my dad somehow made them not take me to a mental hospital and ever since he's been acting weird around me and my stepmom hates me and treats me horribly compared to her real kids. and also I've started cutting again and it feels like most my friends hate me and don't want to be around me. I've also been feeling horrible about my body and face. so yea
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