I don't know what to do anymore. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't control myself. My emotions are grabbing me by the throat, and I feel helpless. The littlest things are setting me off. Everyone keeps getting mad at me and I don't understand. And then I get mad or upset and then I don't understand myself either. At this point, I feel like someone else is living my life and I'm sitting passenger. I don't know why I'm getting so emotional. I have an okay life, certainly much better than what it used to be.. but I hate this. I want to say I hate my life, but that's not it. Why can everything change? Why can't people just be different? I barely know who I am. I don't remember much about my life anymore. My days are blending, my joy is fading, and I can't do anything about it. The most ridiculous problem is the fact that I think I'm always overreacting. This page is honest, it's what I think and feel. And yet I feel like I'm being so dramatic. Hopefully I can sleep tonight.