I have a hard enough life. I'm on enough meds to take down a wild horse. I can barely eat or sleep. I'm constantly stressed about things that even happened. And yet, I try to have good days, I try to do my job well even with stupid fucking to do lists. And yet a crappy worthless middle aged man is all it takes for me to feel like the dumbest person on the earth. Fuck you. Get the hell away from me. Don't look my direction, don't talk to me, don't be in my vicinity. You made me feel like an idiot, and like a wuss, I cried all the way home. I haven't been this mentally screwed up on a very long time.