Ngl i still think about those old videos with my dad and my step sisters and that feeling i had when watched them. They looked happy, maybe. I just dream that things could’ve turned out differently and maybe at least some of us would have had a real father. I wonder if he’s like this only with us or was he like this with them too. Ik it’s stupid, since i kinda know the answer, but i just can’t help it. I wanna believe they were truly happy in that brief moment… I also feel like I stole someone’s father, even though i myself “didn’t have” him. It burns me sometimes. Thinking about those what ifs…
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