I’ve been close to this girl for my entire life. We would hang out everyday and stay at each others houses. Something changed. I blame her for lots of bad things that have happened in the past, and I can’t get over it. There are two main things I will never get over. I went through a very bad breakup and she was a bad influence on me. She convinced me to go on dating apps and seek male validation. I felt horrible after the fact and it took me a long time to recover from it. The second instance was a month long trip we took. We stayed with her family and we ended up arguing several times. She yelled at me in front of her family and hid from me when I tried to talk things out during the first week of the trip. I have never felt more lonely before and cried by myself while she having fun with her family. She never sees a fault within herself or seems and “doesn’t like confrontation. We are no longer friends and I miss who she once was. I don’t recognize her.