It feels like my life has just been going to shit recently. My grades have been slipping, my sleep schedule has been ass, my mom has been yelling at me for the smallest things, the ceiling in our house is starting to have leaks, and to top it all off, my boyfriend broke up with me today. We were 2 weeks away from our one year anniversary, and I know to some it might not seem like a big deal since we weren't dating for super long, but it hurts so bad. We would always tell each other we wouldn't leave and that we would always push through difficult things in our relationship, but he gave up and said we're better off as friends. How am I supposed to see him as a friend when I love him and have shared so many intimate things about myself to him that I haven't shared to anyone else? How am I supposed to be okay with this and act like everything's fine?? We both thought that we would last and be happy together. I don't know what to do Im so fucking upset and lonely everything hurts so bad