hehe i hate myself pulled myself out of a near ed like 4 times now, nearly got admitted in hospital hehe idk what to do anymore i need help anyone out here but i also dk whats going on and i wanna move schools but i cant and i have no friends and i swear i literally have no one i can count my friends. if u think im kidding: 1. person i think i have a crush on but i think hates me but also has 20 billion other people 2. yr 7 i take the bus with (im in yr 8) 3. person i see 3 hours a week at gym who is in yr 9 4. 9 yr old. in yr 4. who i see 6 hours a week 5. other yr 7 i take the bus with, both dgaf abt me ik that 6. no 1's friend who ive seen once irl hate my life-f.g