i feel like a fake cutter because i dont do it often and i dont feel compelled to do it i just do it. i dont ever go deep because i dont want it to scar because i dont want to be uglier than i am already. i do it when i need attention and i dont even try to hide it because i want people to notice and be concerned for me, especially my boyfriend. most of all i think it makes me cuter to be so sick in the head.