Hi, I just want to be seen. Like, I don't want to sound like a pick me but I constantly want to be the center attention. I want to be famous, I sing, and do drama club when I can. I never feel heard though, feeling like I didn't get the role I deserved. I'm in a friend group (All guys, I'm a girl, its a long story I was dating someone in the group and I got pulled in) as much as I love them and they're like brothers to me, I constantly feel it ignored. I want to be on stage, I want to be seen. Everyone around me knows this, my friends, my parents, and my sister. Everyone. I always tell my mom the little things, like my dreams and she always like "Thats great let me help u" but never actually does it, she wants me to do things that i dont want to, like shes forcing me to be someone i'm not. I was supposed to do a local drama program over the summer, and she fucking forgot. Like do I mean nothing? All I'm asking is to be seen for once. I feel like a spec of dust in everyone's life. -B.S